A lot of song is about wanting to be something (Sedated, On TV, Your Baby, Naked, a Homosexual, an Alcoholic, a millionaire (so fucking bad), but this song is about just wanting to be you.
lyrics
I Just Wanna Be Me
Verse 1
I don't wanna be left to my own devices
I don't want to be abondened in a crisis
With nobody looking after me
I don't wanna be suffering in silence
I don't wanna be a victim of violence
I just wanna be free
Verse 2
I don't wanna be ranked and rated
I don't wanna be isolated
put on trial or some decree
I don't wanna be my other self
I don't wanna be someebody else
I Just wanna be me
Middle 8
I don't mean to share all this sadness
the tears I cry when I'm alone
But in the end it all turns to madness
that I just can't face on my own
Verse 3
I don't want to be left in the desert
knowing I never made an effort
trying to find someone to be
I don't want to be left in a rainstorm
with thoughts and doubts that bring pain on
I just wanna be free
Middle 8
I don't mean to bring anyone down with me
Because this sure is gonna last a while
So if I'm sad you don't have to frown with me
but I'd hope that when I'm happy we can smile
Verse 4
I don't wanna be left to my own devices
left on my own discovering life's surprises
and let it be that way eternally
I don't wanna be the one that's sad and sorry
I don't wanne be another sappy story
I just wanna be me
credits
from Buy a Graphic Novel,
released July 12, 2019
Written by me January 2019
Recorded May 2019
More folk-inflected confessionals on love, loss, and anxiety — plus a Kacey Musgraves cameo —from the Nashville indie pop auteur. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 11, 2024